28 May 2019

The Witch's Curse Part Two


            When he finally gets to see the doctor that evening, he learns that he was found passed out from carbon monoxide poisoning. A young woman alerted emergency personal and delivered CPR until they arrived. She saved me? But why?
            “We’re going to have to keep an eye on you for a while longer,” the doctor explains. “Make sure there was no further damage from the lack of oxygen and ensure you’re breathing okay on your own, but I think you should make a full recovery. Hopefully we will have you out of here in the morning.”
            That night his eyes never leave the doorway. Looking for the girl. He knows she’s here somewhere. He hits the call button for the nurse a couple times when someone flies passed the door. A brief panic followed by the realization it is just a staff member with somewhere to be. Maybe he is paranoid. He battles sleep all night. Eventually, sleep wins, and he drifts off for an hour or so, only to jolt back awake. The fear of being unable to stay awake compounds his fear of the girl, and come morning, he is delusional from fear and exhaustion. He calls his nurse and tells her he needs to leave.
            “You haven’t been cleared by the doctor yet,” she tells him. “He’ll be around in about an hour to see if you’re fit to go.”
            “You can’t hold me here.”
            “We’re just trying to keep you safe dear.”
            “I understand the risk. I wish to leave.”
            “Frankly, sir, the doctor has some questions about how you ended up in that car in the first place.”
            Damn it. If they think it was a suicide attempt they’ll put me in a psych hospital until they’re convinced I’m not a threat to myself. “It was an accident. I was heading out to pick up a pizza, but when I tried to open the garage, the door was stuck. I was so preoccupied trying to get it to work, I didn’t even think to turn the engine off. Next thing I know, I’m waking up here.”
            “The doctor will be around in about an hour. You can explain the situation to him then, okay? Until then just try to relax. I’ll go get something to help calm you down.”
            A sedative. That’s no good. I need to get out of here. Play it cool. “Alright,” I say, “I’ll just wait for the doctor then.”
            “There you go. I’ll be right back, okay?”
            He nods, and the nurse walks out to get the sedative the doctor ordered if he became agitated or anxious. He takes a deep breath, counts to ten, then changes into is clothes and slips out of the room. He makes his way to the stairwell and quickly descends the stairs, ever vigilant for the girl, and now also hospital staff that might be looking for him. He makes it to the ground floor and calmly walks toward the door. As he does, an overhead speaker calls security to the third floor. He does not break stride and continues out the door.
            Out in the morning sun, he spies a bus pulling up to a nearby stop. He runs over waving at the driver not to drive off. He hops on, pays the fare, and takes a seat. He doesn’t know where this bus line goes, but at the moment he just needs distance between him and the hospital, and hopefully the girl as well, although he knows deep down, that is too much to ask for.
            He rides for a while and gets off downtown. As the bus pulls away from the stop, he catches sight of something. A tan Chevrolet that had been one car back from the bus. He looks on down the road where the car turns into a nearby parking garage. How!? How did she possibly find me? He never did see her at the hospital. She must have been waiting outside. Watching the doors, waiting for him to leave. Then when he got on the bus she just followed it here.
Seriously, does this girl having nothing else in her life but to stalk me? Why me? What did I do? What does she want? I think its about time I found out. A deep breath. Then another. And then he walks toward the parking garage.
To be continued…

-AMS

21 May 2019

The Witch's Curse Part One


            He pours a glass of water and pulls out a vial from the cabinet. He pops off the cap and takes one of the pills. Quetiapine for paranoid delusions. Yeah, they would be paranoid too if someone was stalking their every move. He takes a long drink from the glass he just poured, then carefully, he makes his way into the living room. He has gotten pretty good at navigating the house in the dark. Its been a week now, since he last dared turn on the lights. All of the doors are dead bolted, every window locked, and every curtain drawn. He makes his way to the street facing window, then using two fingers, he gently parts the curtain just enough that he can peek out.
            Sure enough, there it is. Parked across the street and one house down, a tan Chevrolet. It is too dark to see if– who is in the car, but he knows. It’s the same car that has been following him all month. The same girl. The same long brown hair, the same pale skin, and the same eyes peering at him from every shadow. She does not approach him. She does not speak to him. She just watches. Taking in every move he makes.
            I’ve tried the police, but without a threat of violence, there is nothing they can do. I’ve tried staying at a hotel for a week… she was there. I considered trying to catch a mob boss offing someone just so I could be put in witness protection. Hell, I’d off them myself if I wasn’t convinced she would be there working at the prison. There is only one way out of this.
He grabs his keys, fills another glass and gulps it down, wishing it were vodka instead of tap water. He gets into the car and turns on the ignition. The garage remains closed; the garage door securely locked. As the car runs he begins to feel the effects slip over him. Slowly his senses dull, his eyes holding shut longer with each blink, and just as he begins to slip into sweet unconsciousness, he hears a banging noise. It’s loud at first but growing smaller with each second as everything goes silent black.
Faintly he hears a fan. Steadily it grows louder. Now chatter. People are talking. The fan continues to whir. A dream? He tries to open his eyes. No use. The voices are nondescript. Suddenly an alarm begins to sound. He manages to pull his eyes open. They take in light, but he cannot see. Not yet. Everything is a blur of white and grey. But he can hear now. Yes. He can hear clearly.
“Code blue. Room 434. Code blue. Room 434. Code blue. Room 434.”
He is in a hospital. Now his vision is returning. It’s still blurry, but he tries to focus. Is he alive? Is he dying? There is a board on the wall opposite him. Focus! Names. Dr. Patel. Nurse Carla. Room 428. 428. He’s not dying. Not yet anyway. But how did he get here? And is not dying anything to be celebrating? Well, he is alive for now. One step at a time. The girl. The girl! She’s here. She is standing in the doorway. He tries to speak. There is a tube in his throat. How did he not notice that earlier? That’s not a fan, it’s an oxygen pump. Another alarm sounds. This one is different, and also closer. It’s coming from one of the machines in his room. He looks back at the doorway. The girl is gone. Soon a nurse comes in. “You’re finally awake,” she says with a smile. “You’re a very lucky man, do you know that? The good Samaritan that saved your life had to bust down your door to get you out of there. It’s a good thing she was watching over you.
To be continued…

-AMS

14 May 2019

In my Garden


In my garden there are no roads and there are no cars, for we have no place to go.
In my garden there is no Wi-Fi, for we have nothing to know.
In my garden there are no clocks, no ticking, cuckooing, or chimes.
In my garden there are no locks, we are free all of the time.

Free to come and free to go, whenever our lives allow.
Free to stay and leave our lives, and furthermore disavow.

In my garden we do no fret, for in my garden there is no threat.
In my garden there is no war, for we have nothing worth fighting for.
In my garden there are no rules, no expectations or consequences
In my garden there are no fools, no right, no wrong, and no consensus

You need not visit, if you haven’t the time
It does not close, nor cost a dime

You can visit once and never return
Or spend your life here sipping tea
You can come back, ten years removed
It makes no difference to me

In my garden time moves on, but we leave the world behind
In my garden we still die, to that we are all consigned

There is no obligation, and no subscription fee
The garden does not judge, so please believe you me
Visit the garden if you wish, or don’t, but have no fear
Just always know, that if you need it, the garden is always here

            -AMS

07 May 2019

Context


He is a good guy.
She is very intelligent.
Blood is thicker than water and honey is thicker still
DNA repair causes cancer
People who do hard drugs tend not to suffer from obesity.
Statistically, someone other than you should have been born in your place.
If every rule has an exception, then so must this one.
Two quarters is quantifiably more than one dollar.
A true footlong sub is a 30.5-centimeter sub in the metric system
Ducks swim, bats fly, and platypuses lay eggs.
Bleach and fire would make very effective antibiotics if not for the side effects.
Learning science is being lied to a little less each time.
If an average stone displaced 2.4 liters of water, it would weigh approximately one stone.
A pound of lead feels much heavier than a pound of feathers.
Being dead is easy, it’s the anticipation that is maddening.
The universe, to an individual, only exists as they perceive it.
Society as a concept is really just people trying to agree on what color a dress is.
He really is a good guy.

            -AMS